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Just recently, after the "goat-cheese affair", I became so vulnerable that I either sleep too late or can barely fall asleep at all.
At the moment, here I am, wide awake again at this early hour, and cannot fall asleep without checking things out from my text book.
Not having been blogging for a long time, I have no idea what i was doing these days: not studying, not playing, and definitely not doing anything meaningful. Just four days later, I will have a political science paper due, and i haven't even started writing anything. I am totally stressed out.
Yesterday was both children's day and LGBT family day, but i couldn't get into the mood.
Am I giving myself up? I gotta be disciplined.